I swear nobody knows what I'm feeling right now. Too disappointed with myself. But I know I need to stay strong till the very end. No one's gonna help me, but myself. Feeling so terrible inside out knowing that I've let my parents down. I've always let them down. I can't continue being THIS anymore. I need to stay strong and not get pushed to the ground by what had happened. I see this as a second chance for me. I gotta learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

"What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise”. InsyaAllah.